Secretly

So many times I have thought of forgetting myself

And pouring my heart and its feelings,

Just to profess my love for you

To tell how I've loved you in secret

    You seemed like a blessing from heaven

But I felt my love was not worthy of you

And thus, I decided to stay away

And adore your memories in solitude

So that nobody would know of my love,

Keeping it hidden forever,

And nobody would see my tears.

But now that you come to me asking what has happened,

How am I supposed to say that I love you?

Will that be worthy?

Will that be acceptable?

It just seems I do matter to you,

Will you give me true confidence?

Will my feelings be pampered with honor then?

Tell Me Please

I know I don't belong to you,

Then why am I getting pulled to you?

I know we differ our destiny,

Then why the path you choose

seems mine as well?

I know you are a mystery,

Then why your depth feels known to me?

I know your considerations,

I know your priorities,

But why do I want to be 

your only considered priority?

So many expectations

so many desires.

Only to know

they all are liars.

Growing day by day,

learning new things.

Get mature they say,

will any change it bring?

Give me a hope,

say it will cure.

All the thoughts and beliefs 

that within me it lures.

I promise you 

I will go that way,

Just tell me once

taking the path,

I'll for sure

get rid of the pains